As I sit at the kitchen table of my home, I am burdened for the people of Haiti. Signing up for the trip, almost 8 weeks ago, I was not aware about the emotional and spiritual toll it was going to have on my life.
I am convicted with the amount of things I have in my home. The clothes, the trinkets, the decorations, the comforts, the food. I was woken up by hunger, and I am burdened. I opened my fridge and grabbed some pie that my Mom had made, turned on my computer and caught up on a show I had missed while gone. First-world pains.
I browsed on Netflix for a bit and stumbled upon a documentary that was filmed about Haiti after the earthquake. Brought to tears, I began to pray. The hopelessness of the people is real. Still.
I am thinking back on the last few days, about what God has taught the team. God did show up. I know that Jesus shined, and still is, in Haiti. His Good News was spread by hugs, food, playing, laughing and simply by the mention of His name, Jesus. The mention of His name, Jesus, can pierce the thickest, most oppressive darkness the enemy can muster. Our King reigns in Haiti.
Looking at pictures on Facebook, I can rejoice in the sight of smiles of the children. That we, the body of Christ can rest in the fact that He is reigning in Haiti. Still.
Despite the hopelessness of Haiti, Jesus will reign. He will make Himself known to the people of Haiti. Offering hope and joy to those who have nothing. And to those who are His vessels, He will be their joy and their hope. Despite the darkness lingering in the streets of Haiti, Jesus will make Himself known.
I wish I could have brought each and every one of our supporters with us. So, that you, too, could see how powerful our King, our God, our Father is. I am praying that God would burden our hearts, not only for Haiti, but for those who feel hopeless in our homes, our neighborhoods, our schools, our communities. They are out there. Their hopelessness isn’t as easy to point out though. First-world pains of acceptance, materialism and anxiety.
Pray with us as we are tossed right back into our reality. We do not want to lose the heart for the hopeless. We want our hearts to be broken for what breaks His. What breaks His heart is that His children are not with Him. That is the Gospel. That is what pierces darkness. The Love of Christ. That God sent His one and only Son, Jesus Christ, to conquer the enemies work. He died to save us all from hopelessness.
Rest in and respond to His Love.
